finally hitting the quarter time....now officially OFFICIALLY officialy being the mid gal.....

this year's bday wasn't as eventful as last yea...i did not have bday celebrations/dinners 7 days before and after my bday like i did for last year....to sum up:

my 1st bday dinner was at Union with my old colleagues on 2/23 followed by a conference call at 9pm on a friday night as a dessert.....wakakakka they all said i became more ELEGANT and carerer woman look alike...wakakkk i like i like....on 2/24...had dinner with my lovely bitchass and hunny flo at a french (?!) restaurant at soho..followed by a connie-got-completely-trashed-mini-bday-party at HEI HEI....which wasn't the initial intention of my little gathering at the first place.....geeez....i am never ever ever gonna get that drunk again...mid gal's body can't afford that much alchie in the system anymore.....thanks all for coming tho i had a GREAT GREAT GREAT time!!!! (^_________^).....on 2/25....went to CEO with kel kev cc and couple of other friends to past the 12am moment.....2/26 bday...lunch with my UBiatcheS whom i dearly loved and chill drinks with my other bitchass and her other colleagues at club no. 9.....wasn't til last night 3/3 i went to stanley and had a super efficient dinner which lasted for 45 minutes with my hk buddies....../end of  bday celebrations

i never tot this quarter life crisis will hit me so much......yesterday i went to have my regular eye check up where i am suppose to put down my age...and fuck...'2''5'!!!!.....just went to dinner at my porpor's place and she keeps reminding me the fact that i'm 25 and 26 according to the chinese calendar and keeps pushing me to find a guy...gosh........STOP ASKING ME THAT..when that day comes... i will BROADCAST it on TVB and let every friggin ppl in this world know that I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH A GUY!!!

i had the slightlest bit of gloomy feeling on friday night....i got off work at 9:30pm....thinking it's friday night and a lovely adorable gal shouldn't be going home so early and should go out and have fun...called up every possible frenz that i have on my phonebook....they were either home, doing some mad drinking which i didn't want cuz i have eye check up the very next morning, or having dinner or movies....i ended up...buying 6 cans of Carlsberg Special Brew beer downstairs from 7-11...a pack of ciggarettes...and watched the Oscar til i dun remember when i fell asleep on the sofa.....that night i finally say to myself, dude, i am a lonely pathetic single girl who is 25 years old. ...and and and...with so many movies out these days i just so hope that i could find somebody who would go movies with me....i know i need to stop thinking like that but just that friday night really hit me....

i have listed out a lot of things that i want to get done this year....1) eye check up (done) 2) thorough body check 3) woman style body check 4) teeth check 5) find a hobby/interest 6) drink less or try not to get drunk 7) go on a vacation with lotsa sunshines and beaches a 'hea' style holidy 8) keep dancing every saturday ....will add more when i think of more.  but seriously, i can't emphasize how important health is that i finally realized....if u get blind u can't see this beautiful world or read inspiring books.  with a great healthy body you could so many things but with a sick body all the things that ur doing daily woul seems extra hard and double the effort to finished. 

oh oh oh...and another thing....for those of my dear friends who know me well...i am that kinda person who tends to avoid a problem/situation rather than facing it...for example, if something happens, my approach will be run away, leave it there, and eventually it will be fine at the end and there would be no more problem.  today, i finally realized that it's a pessismistic kinda way to deal with problems...that is a sign of weakness......i am just not brave enough to face the problem directly cuz i am afraid to have to hear things that i dun want to hear or stuff that i dun want to see.  but leaving the problem there, won't make myself feel any better cuz it's just there to haunt me and i just can't stop thinking about it.  so, decided i need to be a stronger person, i will learned how to face with problems.....instead of the problem to keeping haunting me endlessly, why can't i just get into it and get it over it, whether it's an answer i wanted to hear or not, at least i know the answer.  so saturday i did my first step...and i think i have gotten the answer already today.....which i felt great today becuz i dun have to keep linger on this anymore.  so...this year..i will be a STRONGER CON CON AND NOT BE AFRAID OF ANYTHING!!